Because in you i saw my soulmate

Actually i thought of giving analysis , but it is taking alot of time and effort ,and unfortunately since i dont have time to spend on that i just went this way. please bear with this. and i will be glad if u all let me knw the opinions about this and the probable suggestions .i would love to hear from you all.
and I am writing a fanfiction for the first time. I somehow wanted om and gauri to speak out their heart with all the happenings in their life.. So in this ff u vl c almost all connections v are missing in the episodes..i hav tried to include all most everything i hav remembered.

I can no way underestimate the makers.coz om and gauri was their vision only. So they vl be always the best. But this is jus a humble try..there vl b alot of mistakes in my hindi grammar , as i am not at all fluent in hindi..please forgive.but if i dont write the convo in hindi, the essence will be lost.this ff is more of convo oriented and romance is less..so any1 who would love to read convo and character thoughts can try this..thank you

And i take this opportunity to thank @aashi_asm who read this while i was developing the story and gave me some beautiful suggestions..thanks alot yaara..for being with me all these while..! So here goes…..

Because in you I saw my soulmate.....

it was a raining afternoon, with such an icy cool breeze and leaves were enjoying embrace of the rain droplets

As usual, Gauri was busy in the kitchen making that special glucose biscuit waali chaai for her OmkaraJi. He knew this .she will be there only..and he came searching for her, there in the kitchen.

Gauri… he called and
she turned :haan Omkara ji...

O: mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hein,chalo mere saath..

G : Abhi aayi Omkara ji..Chaay banake aati hoon

O: ok.. take a cup of tea for yourself too.. may b v will have a long talk today.

he smiled at her and so do Gauri

when she reached their room..he was not ter..and she searched ...he saw him in the garden

(imagine preggy track garden where he gave her socks to Gauri)

he was sitting on the lush green meadow of the garden,waiting for her. by that time downpour was gone,and now an icy cool breeze was flowing...

she went and sat near him,gave him that cup of tea.

omkara take up the tea from her.. and he said.. actually, "i wanted to make this special Gauri, but tumhe pata hein na..whenever I try to talk,there was always an interruption..ek ke baad ek ke baad problems aata jaata rehta tha..kabhi humara zingdi mein..kabhi shivay ke zindgi mein..! isliye I find this as the only option

Gauri smiled at him

"omkaraji.aap humare saath hein,aur sabse badi baat,aap humare saath baat kar rahi hein.. wohi humaree liye kaafi hein.aapko pata hein omkara ji.. jab hum aapke saath chulbul banke rehithi na,us waqt aap muje bahut baatein karti thi.. uske baad shayad hume kabhi ny mauka mili aise baat karne ka.. agar aap humare saath ho toh..mujhe aur kuch ny chyiye..

oh..ka kehthe hein? date..? mere liye yehi meri date hein omkaraji. mujhe isse accha ehsaas kabhi koyi cafe wafe mein ny milne waali..
she rested her head on his shoulder and he smiled..

Gauri,u r so sweet,u always understands me better than I do myself.

bt shayad aaj mein tumse kuch maangne waali

she raised her head and asked him :ka baat hein omkara JI...boliye

he placed that teacup, on the meadow took her hands in his and said

Gauri, I know, I should not do this,matlab..mein tumhari personal choices mein haath dalna ny chatha,aur mein aisa kabhi ny karunga bhi..

pr mereliye yehi accha lagega..

Gauri : boliye omkaraji..ka baat hein?

O : Gauri u shud call me Omkara first of all... or om..jo chaiye wohi...

omkara Ji Kabhi ny

Gauri gave him a surprised look.. she said. yeh kaise hosakthi hein?aap humari pati hy Omkara ji..

O :Gauri.. its omkara... not omkara ji.. 

maanta hoon ki mein tumhari pati hoon..bt shyad tum bhool gayi..mein tumhari dost bhi hoon gauri.shayad shivaay ke baad,.sirf tum mujhe itna accha samajh sakthi hoon ..!
tumhe yehi bhi yaad hogi.u hav called me omkara before too...yaad hy?

she looked at him in surprise.G:aapko woh sab yaad hein omkaraJi...??
she laughed

O :its omkara ..gauri..its omkara..

mein kaise bhool saktha hoon...? shaadi ka joda pehankar train mein..as if this whole world hear,u called my name...

it was u gauri.. it was u only who used to call me omkara.pati hone se kuch ny badla..
mein wohi Omkara hoon..! rishta gehra hogaya. pr insaan wohi insaan hy gauri.

I consider u as my equal, my best half,u are in no way lesser than me.mein Tumse yeh baat tabhi batane chyiye tha,us din us exhibition mein log tumhari mazak udaya..

us din I was worried for u gauri.I know ur self-esteem would have hit a rock bottom.

I never wanted ur self-esteem to go down..islye mein tumhe ny bulayi..bt phirbhi tum aayi wahaan..my heart was breaking when u left from there crying..bt u thought , I felt bad,and i was ashamed. But never ever gauri.my worries were all for you..

I didnt evn care wat ppl think of omkara singh oberoi.wat kind of wife omkara singh oberoi got...

bt i could never say that you.bata ny paaya.I never consider u as my less gauri..

I knw what u are capable off, from the very first day I met u.but exhibition ke baad meine kabhi ny bola.. kyunki us waqt.mujhe samjh ny arahatha ki,tum mere liye kya hy.. bt i... I wud have told you that day itself,if i had done that ,shayad we wud have been together a bit earlier Gauri..!

He said it with alot of grief..and his regret for making things worse was visible in his voice...and he continued..

and u need not show me respect adding that Ji wid my name.. u better be my best friend,he smiled...

Gauri had a tint of tears in her eyes..! she smiled...accha ..aadat hogayi ji bulake..pr mein omkara hi bulalungi aajse..teek hein meri jatadhari hippie...omkaraJi...ohh sorry sorry..omkaraaaa..!

hein shankarji..mujhe ajeeb lag rahi hoon..

Om : pr mujhe bahut accha lag raha hoon gauri..haan waise.., jo bolne aaya..bolo

G: haan, shayad humari poori zindgi humari maa hume yehi sikhayi ki pati parameshawar hein.. pati ki khushi mein hi patni ki khushi...aur hum aapko shaadi karke aapki pooja karti thi. aapki dil mein meri kya jagah hy,woh jaan ne ke baad bhi wohi ki humne..

omkara was listening keenly to her and she continued

meri asli pehchaan jaane ke baad..apne humari dil bhaut baar dukhayi..tab mujhe ehsaas hogaya ki.. pati parameshwar ny hoti..pati bhi galat kar sakthi hy, pati koyi bhagwaan ny hein..

shayad aapne mujhe sikhaya omkara,shayad aapke saath jeete huye pal hume sikhaya ki , yeh zindgi koyi sapna ny hy..yeh zindgi koyi kahani ny hy, jahaan Ek din ek rajkumar aayegi iss chirayya ki zindgi mein, woh aaneke baad zindgi mein khusiyaa hi khushiyaan hogi..!yehi thi meri soch

when u break my heart every time i was learning the bitter truths of life omkara... zindgi ki sachayi aur kadvahat aapne hi hume sikhaya..!

pr aaj hume ehsaas horahi hein ki.. humari maa bhi galat ny hein. rajkumar khushi ko bhi uske saath le jaa sakthi hein!!.humne kabhi socha ny tha ki, ek aisa pati milegi jo hume uski layak dekh sake,if i was in bareily,i wud hav married to some bareliy waali and wohi same pati parameshwar kahani mein vishwas kareke jee rahi hogi.. bt aap aayi humari zindgi mein..aur meri poori duniya badal gayi.. jo zindgi muje meri sapne mein bhi ny milne waali thi,woh mujhe dedi aapne.she had tears in her eyes.

hearing this all he cud do was to smile...!

Gauri u speak so beautifully... he said..and he wiped her tears.. and he continued-- tum sach mein bahut achese baat kar rahi hoon.. mein thak gya tha iss duniya ki dikhava dekhke.. mera matlab..tu samjh gyi na tu?
G: hum samajh gyi
O continued..iss duniya mein sab dikhava hein gauri... artist banne ka reason yehi thi... it keeps me connected wid beautiful an real things..and u are one real person happened in my life... !

waise I am sorry gauri..for the things I have done to u...!

Gauri: aur meine maaf kiya..she said as she laughed with that tinge of a tear in her eyes intact...!

accha gauri..mujhe ek baat batavo.. meine tumhare saath itna kuch bura kiya..lekin phirbhi tum mujhe kabhi nafrat ny ki... kyu?

she paused for a while...and looked at him.... and she continued

kyunki muje pata tha ki..kayi na kayi aap ek acche insaan hein.. jab hum aapse pehli baar mili, meine aapse itna nafrat ki,,itnaa nafrat ki..hum aapse kabhi ny bata sakthi.. hum apni saari zindgi ladthe huye jee rahi thi,us din aapse pehle baar mulakaat huyi,uss din humari jindgi ki sabse badi ladayi lad rahi thi..! tab jaake aap humari dukaan ko giraya..!!! hume itna gussa aaya ki woh buldozar chalaya aapki gaadi pr.. jindgi mein pehli baar usi tarah badtameezi ki humne,.. kyunki majboori thi!

Om : mein kabhi aisa ny tha gauri.. mein chaahthe bhi kisiko nuksaan ny pahunch sakthi..!! mein bhi pehli baar kisike saath aisa kiya.. joh mein karna hi ny chiye tha gauri..

pr jis din mein aisa insaan bangayi,usi din hi mujhe uski sasa bhi mila.. tumhari roop mein.. meine kabhi sochha ny tha ki..tum aisa kar sakthi..! may b evn ur sankarji never wanted me to change like tht which is why i met you gauri the very same day i was changed as a merciless person.!! i shud not hav done tht , but wen u brought my mother in between i lost my control...ab tak u must b knowing ..what my mother means to me Gauri..!

Gauri : hume pata hy omkara...acchi tarah pata hy.. pr us din humne bas aapki ghamand dekhi.. isliye meine aisa ki..! kyunki mein bhi apni maa keliye lad rahi thi.. usko accident hua tha aur mujhe paise ki zarurat thi.. usi din jab koyi aake humari dukaan ko giraya toh mein kaise chup bait kar sakthi..!!

Om : oh my god.. the more i am finding about you.. the more i am regretting..! i know gauri..evn if i say sorry a thousand times..tht wont be enough

Gauri : aap aisa ki mere saat,uske liye aapki paas bhi karan hein ...

mujhe koyi shikhayat ny hein aaj bhi..

kyunki kabhi kabhi waqt humare saath kuch aisa karegi ki.. hum bina chathe bhi kuch bura karni padegi..! agar hum aapko ny samjh paayi toh kaun samjhegi omkara..! majboori humse kya kya karwati hy,yeh humse zyada kaun jaanti hein..! pr aap jo bhi ki mere saath ..mein woh sab bhool gayi,jab aap mujhe kaali se bachaya..!

mujhe aaj bhi ny pata hein ..kyu aap mujhe itni nafrat ki..!! pr ek baat zarur pata chalgya us din ki aap ek acche insaan hein.

nafrat ke bawjood aapne mujhe bachaya..woh bhi shaadi karke...! aap us waqt aapke baare mein kabhi ny sochi..bas mujhe bachane keliye apni zindgi ki sabse badi faisla leli..! uske baad mujhe chod ke chali gayi. pr hum dukhi ny thi .! but from tht very same day i was obligied to you omkara..! aapne mujhe meri jeevan daan diya.! only coz i was married to you.. i followed you.. wohi pati parmeshwar ki karan.. mein socha ny tha ki ..i wil b finding you.. and wen i lived wid u..i understud how much u love ur mother.. and then i understud..if any person love their mother like tht..they can never b a bad person..! and the more i knew..the more i respected to u...and dheere dheere pyaar hone lagi..!

omkara smiled... he smiled because..he felt good to hear how his this cute little chirayya fell in love wid him..he realized how close this girl was observing him...!!

he said,tumhe pata hy gauri... mein kabhi socha ny tha ki..i vl be marrying an anjaan ladki..! i was afraid to commit for a relationship. because..i always saw. my mom dad fight eachother inspite they married out of love.. evn choti ma ki Zindagi mein bhi meine kabhi ny pyaar dekhi...!.. but i always believed in love..dadi always taught us abt love..bt i was afraid to commit ..i was afraid..if at all i commit...wat if relationship changes like mom n dad.. isliye..bt pyaar mein zarur vishwaas tha..

i know gauri... u don't want to know my past and its people.. but I want u to knw.. kyunki omkara aisa kyu hy..yeh sirf meri past tume bata sakthi...

mereliye..u shud listen to this..!!

Gauri : agar aisa hein toh..aap bol sakthi.. pr aap jo bhi hein..jaise bhi hey..

aapkelie meri pyaar kabhi kam ny honewaali..

they kept looking at each other for a while...then om continued..!!

i always believed in love gauri.bt pyaar ne mere saath aisa dhoka kiya ki.. pyaar mein mera vishwaas ud gyi.. painting course karnekeliye i was in london were i met ridhima.. we were in live in relationship ( he says everything abt ridhima and ishana)..and wat hapened wid svetlana.

tht is how i lost faith in love gauri... meri zindgi mein sirf aur sirf aisa ladkiyon ko dekhi meine jo paise kuch bhi kar sakthi ..woh bhi kam waqt mein..!! wich was why i changed and seedhe i came to bareily...and u happened in my life gauri..!

pr kayi na kayi.. shaadi affected me gauri..tum meri khyalon mein aata jaata rehta tha..!!

gauri was surprised... aisa thi kya ?? she asked..

om : haan .. pr tumhare saath kya rishta thi muje samjh ny paayi..us din dr.dang ke kamre mein i told na..i wanted to meet you one last time..to tell something

Gauri : haan omkara...aapse yeh jaane keliye meri kaan taras gayi thi us din..

Mein aapki saath..aapki paas thi..phirbhi ny sunpaayi..mein peeche mudkar ro rahi thi..

om : pata ny kyu gauri.. if u were ter infront of me.. i wud hav asked you to take care of my mom. i felt a void in front of me... and somehow i felt you will take care of my mom.

Us waqt ...mujhe bas teri yaad aayi... i felt like mera jaan ne ke baad my mom wil be alone...

and i felt like iss duniya mein sirf aur sirf tum ho,jo mujhe mera apna bol sake... as if haq se i can say..mine only..

may b shaadi might hav had affected me too gauri.. rishta kya thi..muje samjh ny paaya..pr itna zarur samjh gaya ..u were mine tabse as if shaadi giv ppl some rights , deep down usi rights se yeh maangne waali thi shayad..!

Gauri was sobbing hearing this..!! all she could do was to hug him tighter .

she didn't even say a word..!! she just hugged him and rested her face on his shoulder..! and Omkara tighten his hands over her hands which was resting on his chest..and with other hand embraced her back..!! and it was late in the evening.... the breeze was gone and the snow peeps in, sky was getting darker as the day was retrieving , the rain clouds were all gone

stars open their eyes and were smiling at these souls sitting under the sky.. who were trying to reach into each other's souls..

For some time they didn't speak a single word..they were always like that , they used to find meanings in their silence too..

And then omkara suddenly stood up.. Gauri looked at him confused, she was shivering too, a bit..

Gauri : kya hua ?

Omkara ; i vl come jus now… wait for me here..

Gauri nodded smiling and he left the scene …

Gauri actually felt it so good..their this “tea date " their this lengthy conversation , and she is feeling so happy to discover her man as he was the man of few words, yeah , she could figure out his mind, but still she felt it soo good to hear from him.. She had a replay of the moment they got married upto this day in her mind…

And then suddenly something was covering her body...and she looked at it..and that was a beautiful shawl with designs of peacock feathers… and then suddenly it strike her...wait..she has seen it before too… and she looked at her shoulders..where om was holding the shawl..and then to his face..he was standing there all smiling

Omkara : i saw you shivering Gauri , so thought of this one

Gauri : yeh wohi shawl heina.. Aap aapkeliye germany se laya tha ? she chuckled…!

Omkara : tumhe yaad hy ??

Gauri : kaise bhool sakthi ? she laughed..!!

Omkara : tum has kyu rahi ho?

Gauri : kuch ny..

Omkara : Bolo , kya baat hein gauri ? toh tumhe pata tha , yeh tumhare liye thi heina !!! ?

Gauri : tabse..!! Hum aapki harkat dekhe has rahi thi us din..!

And they laughed together thinking those days..

Gauri continued..hume aaj bhi yaad hein.. Humse baat karnekeliye kuch hogi aapke paas humesha.. Pr kuch keh ny paayi..sirf "mein.. mein..." boltha rehtha tha! she laughed!

Omkara : haan ,  i was so confused gauri… and then they he gave her a hand to get up…

Chalo gauri...lets go for a walk..

And then she got up.. And with that shawl intact and he had his hands on her shoulders..

I know u r so sensitive to cold.. So this vl b good gauri..wen v walk..he smiled
G: aapko kaise pata?

O: I knew it , one day , u were in my room all shivering , yaad hy ,, wen u fooled all of saying tht i am going to be a father..!!

How you evn fake tht gauri??? I cant believe , i evn gave you a preganancy detection kit..and you faked tht!!

Gauri laughed hard : uss din aapki ttesri aaknehin khul khayi thi.. Humse itna nafrat thi..!!

Gauri  chirayya hein toh dabaang.. Hume sab aata hein omkara..she laughed hard..

Omkara rolled his eyes...seeing her self praising talks

He continued , i couldnt believe gauri , bt then days passed , some how i accepted tht fact , tht i am going to b a dad, v r gng to hav a baby … yh i was mad at you initially, but tht mere thought -- you are going to become the mother of my kid , it changed something inside me..! U faked the test evnn.tht too perfectly..so tht i was convinced..!! I couldnt see you in any pain after that.. I still don't know why you evn cried those day in rain..!! But i couldnt see you like tht.!!

Gauri : Humare paas aur koyi raasta ny thi omkara , jab hume bua ma ki sacchayi pata chala,sirf aur sirf yehi idea aayi humare mann mein, aapki jaan bachane keliey hume waqt chayiye tha..isliye aisa ki , pr jab aapko sach my lagi hum maa bannewaali hoon.. Aur aap humari khyaal rekhne lagi… toh hume aapni harkat sochke sharam aayi, khud pr gussa bhi .. Kayi na kayi hum aapki dil dukhanewaali thi na..yeh sochke chen ny mili hume..!!

Om : toh isliye tum ro rahi thi..!

Gauri : haan

Omkara : iss mein bhi tumhari koyi galti ny thi gauri.. Again it was me..not even once i believed you.. And u were sure , i wont believe about buama too..! How much have i hurted you gauri..!! You even tried telling me..!

Omkara had tears in his eyes..!!

Gauri wiped it..and said jo hogaya , so hogaya …….hum aapse boli na hume koyi shikhayat ny hy.. She smiled

And then omkara said : waise gauri, that was fake , but still i had a disappointment , when i got to know that there wasn’t any baby ..my mind already accepted that i was going to become a dad gauri.. Tum meri saari sapnon mein paani phek di..!!

And then They laughed together as they recollected those days of their life..!

Gauri thn said : waise omkara , hum ghar chale.. Aap toh aise baat kar rahi hoon jaise ki yeh humari zindgi ki aakhiri din hein..!!

Om got a shock for a second.. Dont you dare again say such things gauri …. He said.. ! tumhe ghar chalna hein toh aisa bol.. Pr kabhi aisa mat bolna… i cannot afford to miss you, lose you anymore.. I am done wid all this..!

Gauri : humari woh matlab ny tha..!!

Om : jo bhi tha.. Aisa dobara mat bolna..!

And upon hearing this.. She stopped him from walking.. And made him face to herself… and lifted her feet and made her reach to his face,and under that beautiful yellow street light , where in the stars witnessing them from the sky , as the gentle breeze was flowing…, she placed a soft gentle kiss on his cheek.. And whispered in his ear -- agar jeena hein toh hum saath hein . marna hein toh tab bhi..agar om ny hein toh gauri bhi ny hein… i…..love…... you..! She said…

And looked at him… and their eyes conveyed a lot of unsaid emotions..and stared at each other for some time… and then he cupped her face with his hands...with a tearful eye , he gently placed a kiss on her forehead..

Toh hum ghar chale? He asked..and she nodded.. And they walk back hand in hand..

It was all new for them.. Its not that they dont knw each other..they knew always… always there existed tht invisible chord… bt wen thoughts of them got a voice… they felt it so good… they walked  with a determination that , they vl be together until love separate them in death…

And as they walked..probably what they love most was this deserted streets due to rain.. For omkara , he always loved to b alone to drown in his thoughts and now tht he has got a companion for life… such a companion who can understand the meaning of his silence too.. He used to think, how others used to find it difficult to figure out his thoughts. of course his mom used to understand him, even shivaay used to..but no one else.. He used to spend time thinking about his otherwise painful life...but this girl of him turned his life topsy-turvy..for good..
Its been a long he thought abt the pain he had in his life..once she came, he started living life to the fullest..he started laughing..she brought him his life back--his skills in art back..and of course,their family is improving..Mr.oberoi se , he still has issues, but thank god.. Mom n mr.oberoi are finding love again in their life..wasn't she , Gauri , my girl been angelic?, is this a dream? How she happened in his life…? Shayad gauri sahi keh rahi hoon..her sankerJi had written their meeting in their destiny..! He can’t believe that in his destiny something good like her ,apart from her brothers has written too...as his chord of thoughts progressed, he tightened his hand in her..

And then Gauri asked : ka hua omkara?

Omkara said : kuch ny gauri..bas aisa hi… and he smiled

As the walked, gauri stopped near tht idol of her shivji, which was under a tree (remember episode 43 waali idol,were CB prays, which was near the roadside..)

Gauri: Ek minute Omkara… and she lit up the lamp...and they prayed..

Gauri wanted to say thank you for bringing omkara in her otherwise painful life.for she has a man, who can make her experience, a world full of love.. And today she knows , only he could love her like that.. No matter how much omkara hated her, but today ..he has that double the amount of love.. She was thankful for all she got in life..she just asked that forever saath of her omkara ..she doesn't want anything else..

Omkara finished up a bit early….and was looking at his girl playing..she is angelic indeed he thought. tht radiance from the lamp reflected to her face, it glowed up her face again..and in tht radiant yellow light  amidst the darkness, he saw the angel of his life.. He kept looking at her.. And she has a smile on her face...and breeze flows in…

Suddenly a dhaga that was tied on the tree comes and falls at her feet

Om bends down and was picking it up, and then she opened her eyes..

Gauri: aap kya kar rahe hy?

Om : mein bas yeh dhaga………….! And he stopped ter , they stared at each other for some time..

A whirlpool of thoughts flashed in their mind..

And then om asked  : kuch yaad aaya ?

Gauri : haan , yaad karne ki zaruratti bhi ny hy omkara , hum bhooli ny woh sab

Om : haan , pata hein i know now, how, my words hurt you..

Gauri : waise , hum dhaga jaan pooche giraya us din…!

Om (surprised ) kyu?

Gauri : jaan na hein aapko? Kya zarurati omkara? Aaj hum saath hein.. Beetein huye kal ke baare mien bolke kya fayda...aapko aur takleef hogi

Om: aisa kya hua gauri ? ab mujhe jaana hein…

Gauri : teeke ,us din humne aapko kuch dikhane keliye aisa ki omkara...humari pair me ek chain thi..sone ki..!!

Om : kyaa?? Omkara was shocked

Gauri : haan , hume bachane keliye kehrahi thi meine.. Pr aapko samjh ny aaya. Kaali takur hume shaadi karnewaali thi na. Humne socha tha ki woh chain dekhne ke baad aapko sab pata chaljayega..pr humari phuti kismat , aapko samajh ny paya..

Omkara stud numb… a wave of regrets was rising inside him..

And gauri continued: phir aap wahanse chali gayi...humari shaadi sirf kaali se ny honewaali thi..balki uski 3 aur bhaiyon se bhi..!

Gauri started sobbing..as she still has not yet recovered from tht painful memories..

She continued : humari shaadi humari marzi se bina horahi thi omkara..! Humari chachi kaali se paise leli.. Badle mein humari shaadi usse karnekeliye vada ki..jab humne inkaar ki , raat ko humari ghar mein kaali aayi.. Aur hume dhamki thi.. Maa ko marne ki koshish ki..hume udake uski ghar me le gayi..wahaan hume bandhke rakhi..

Yeh sab dekhkar uski biwi khudkushi ki..

Omkara remembered tht ..how jhanvi takur committed suicide in front of him..and he saw ek ladki in kaalis gypsy..and how he hated gauri when he got to know it was her..!

But this time..he cursed those moments , he cursed those moments of misunderstandings..!! How he blamed her without even listening to her version of things… he cursed the moment for becoming so judgemental. He thought how hypocritical he was, he always consider him as a better human being..but he realized , he was just an ordinary man, he had a relationship with ridhima and this girl never ever cared about, and how he judged her when she was going to marry kaali..!? He hated himself at that moment. His eyes were filled with tears.. He couldn't utter a word..his girl was asking for help..and he couldn't even help her,when she was in need!

Gauri continued :ma keliye us shaadi ko haan boldi humne.. shaadi se meine bhag gayi omkara..pr kaali takur gaav walon ko humari khilaf kardi.. Hume jaan se maarne ko kaha..pathar se..

Omkara couldn't move or say something..for sometime he was freezed and then he just go down on his knees..and was about to touch her feet..to say sorry

Thn gauri: aap kya kar rahe hy omkara.. She just sat down along with him on knees

Omkara: kuch mat bolo gauri,..mujhe karne do.. Mein tumhari pyaar ki layak bhi ny hy.. Mein soch raha tha..mein ek behthar insaan hoon.. Pr ny.. Meine galti ki...i misunderstood you..you knw what gauri..i came to takurian wen ur shaadi was about to happen,, pr mujhe tumse itna nafrat tha ki,meine shaadi dekhne kelie ny ruka.. If i had been there..i would have seen you and may b, i have saved you gauri…

pr ny..

I was finding reasons to hate you..jabki mere aankhon ke samne sab sachayi tha.. ! i misunderstood a girl who was the most innocent … how come i did that.? I shud not have done tht..saari ladki ek jaisi ny hoti.i shud hav thought tht.. Only because of my life experiences i started judging people.. But when i judged,,,,it turned out to b the biggest mistake gauri.. I hurt you.. I let you suffer alone.. Again i send back you, to him , when i got to know gauri nd chulbul was the same. I dont  deserve forgiveness.

Gauri was already crying..hearing al this she said : aisa mat bol omkara..aakhir aap hi hume bachaya… gundon se..woh bhi hume shaadi karke.humari zindgi ko phirse roshan kardi aapne..

Omkara : pr shaadi karke meine kya kiya gauri.?.tumhe wahaan akale chodke wapas aaya..! Mein aisa kyu bangaya!! Aur phirse i send you to him… again wen i came to call back, to act as my wife , u were in hospital..woh bhi tumhari maa keliye.. I didnt evn ask about ur mom.. Kaali ne phirse kuch ki us din ?

Gauri : bas omkara..bahut hogayi..purani waali baat..

Omkara : ny gauri ..bolo mujhse

Gauri : haan..phirse shaadi ki tayyariya ki..jabki usko pata chala ki mein apki biwi hoon.. Aur meine shaadi ki mandap se usko bottle se maarke bhag gayi..kyunki humare liye humare pati ke alawa aur koyi ny hy humari zingdi mein

Omkara was stunned for a moment.. Omkara was counting on kaali takur… he wanted to kill kaali takur for every single pain he has caused to gauri.. Bt omkara was proud too,to see how brave his girl was..

Bt above all, those regrets for treating her bad all these while was killing him inside…

He cupped her face..stared at her teary eyes for some time.. He too was crying...and he kissed her right eye..followed by left...as if he was imbibing her painful bitter memories to something sweet… as if he was imbibing it forever , so tht she wont cry for tht painful memories again..as if to make her believe tht ,omkara has taken her pain away and imbibed it to himself as if lord shiva gulped poison for the world..now tht gauri should never ever cry for it.. He has decided..

I am sorry gauri..sorry for everything.. Mein vada karta hoon ki..aajse nothing vl come between u and me.. If at all one needs to do tht , they have to kill me before they reach you..

She covered his lips with her palm.. Aisa mat boliye omkara….aaj hum saath hy..aur saath rehega bhi humesha keliye.. She smiled.

Aisa mat socho ki aap mere madad ny ki..aap ki wajah se hi hume itni khubsoorat pariwaar milgyi..jabki miene socha  tha ki..humare apne kehne keliye hume ek parivaar kabhi ny milne waali, Aapne hume shaadi karke , hume ek alag duniya dedi..

Aapse acche insaan meine kabhi ny dekhi.

Aapko yaad hy ?hum aapse boli ek din ki, pyaar bade bhaiyya aur bhaujayi jaise hone chyiye..

Pr ny omkara.. Aaj hume ehsaas horahi hy ki.. Iss duniya mein aur koyi ny hein aapki tarah

jaise aap hume pyaar kar rahi hoona?, kabhi kabhi hume lag rahahe ki.. Hum aapki pyaar me doobke marnewaali.. Aap humesha bolte the ki aap bahut lucky hoon , kyunki aapko hume miligayi..

Pr aaj mein kehrahi hoon omkara , lucky hum hy.. Aap kabhi ny samjhegi..aap mereliye kya hy.. Aap jo sammaan hume de rahi hoon na..woh iss duniya ki saari ladkiyaan chathi hy.. Aur ek aur baat , aap humesha mujhe yaad dilati hein , hume jo karna hein, apni marzi se karna hy..kisiki kehne par ny

Yeh sab mere liye ek sapna hein omkara. Iss duniya mein lakhon mein ek insaan hogi aisa patni ko apni marzi se jeene keliye bolti..aur us lakhon mein ek insaan hume milgayi..

Meine uss din bade bhaiyya ke baare mein boli.. Pr hume aisa kabhi bolna hi ny chiye tha..

Gauri kumari sharma apni pati ko samjhne keliye bahut der ki..hume maaf kijiye omkara..and she hugged him tighter…and looked at him

Omkara was listening to her all these while silently..while she was resting on his chest, talking all these things… he looked at her… and smiled.. They stayed like tht some time.. An unknown chord was holding thm..and she rested her face on his chest again..

And then omkara asked : toh hum ghar chale?

Haan gauri said...and her sankarji might have been smiling at these souls after their this declaration of love infront him… as the lord himself is seeing a version of his  manifestation of love he has for parvati,  through them..

om aur gauri is nothing less than tht!....

And they reach oberoi mansion.. Yes tht was a lengthy talk..thank god none was ter at home.. Dadi went  haridvar, and the rest of them were on tour..

And they had dinner together.. He loved it to treat her like his princess..and she was overwhelmed to c how he was cooking for her..they felt it good..with she was waiting for his food in the kitchen,,while he was cooking..and they feed each other…

It was a soul discovery..om aur gauri was getting to know alot about each other…

they reached their room.. She was having cold..she was about to sleep..and he let her as she was tired already…

While she was making her bed..omkara came with a box… a beautiful one.. He opened it..

Gauri : yeh ka hy?

For which he took out a payal…. And showed it to her..yaad hy?

He asked..

She was surprised and smiled too.. Aapne isko sambhalke rakha? Aapko pata tha yeh mere hy?

Omkara : jabse gauri ki sacchayi mere samne khul gaya! Tabse.. Mujhe pata tha.. I still remember ur voice us din..i hd no dbts since then..he took it out from the box.He smiled

Where is its pair? He asked

Humari bag mein hein gauri replied..and he took it from her bag…

And made her wear tht..

Mein us golden chain ny dekhi.. Pr tumhari pair pe yeh khubsoorat payal dikh rahi hoon ab… he smiled… and she too..she was overwhelmed…

So let’s sleep? He asked..

Haan she said..

And they lay on their bed..with she hugging him and resting her head on his chest.. Perhaps tht wud be the most beautiful and secure place for her in this world..his arms covering her...she thought..

Om : gauri…. I love you… and she looked at him and tighten her hug… as if she was assuring her love too..and smiled…

She slept slowly.. Omkara caressed her hair...… he saw her sleeping so peacefully in his arms.. She deserves this peace..

His girl suffered  a lot..perhaps more than himself.. But unlike him, she faced every single thing all alone, while he ran away from problems and found peace in drugs.His girl is dabaang..she is right, he thought. She is teaching me alot. He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.. And decided to give her all happiness in her life.. Sleep was disturbing him too… with gauri in his arms, he saw a beautiful future ahead

But to his surprise and much to his disturbance the last thought came in his mind was : “aap aise baat kar rahi hy jaise ki..yeh humari zindgi ki aakhiri din hy”

He thought , why this thought came in his mind now??

But then he brushed away those thoughts and hugged her back even tighter and….

he slipped into his sleep holding his world in his arms..and his world was gauri and gauri only………………!